8:34 PM 6:56 PM 12:12 AM 9:25 PM 12:25 AM 11:40 PM 8:56 PM 11:40 PM I am in heaven now, sitting on God's Lap He loves me and cries with me ; for myheart has been broken I'm so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite uderstand what has happened I was so excited when I began realize my existence I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes I was pretty for a long in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings I spent most of mytime thinking of sleeping Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry I heard daddy yelling back I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon I wondered why you cried so much. One day your cried almost all of the day I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy That same day, the most horrible thing happened A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me Maybe you never heard me The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me" Complete terror is all I felt I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore Then the monster started ripping my arms off It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain I didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me I wanted to make all your tears go away I had so many plans to make you happy Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered Though I was in utter pain and horor, I felt the pain of myheart breaking, above all I wanted more than anything to be your daughter No use now, for I was dying a painful death I couldn't imagine the terrible thing that they had done to you I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand And soon, I've no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead I felt myself rising. I was being carried b a huge angel to a big beautiful place I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone The angel took me to God and set me oh his lap He said he loved me, then I was happy. I asked him what the thing was that killed me He answered, "ABORTION" I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you I didn't want to die Mommy I Love you and I wouldn't hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did Please be careful..... 10:34 PM 10:13 PM 9:57 PM 9:45 PM 8:13 PM Om yang satu ini namanya Om Irfan (suaminya mimi). Om inilah yang mempopulerkan lagu : "dumplang na..(4x) dumplang na..na..tut..tut.." Lagu ini untuk menghibur kayla kalau lagi BT 8:00 PM 6:25 PM 2:38 AM 1:41 AM 12:17 AM |